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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
YAY! had breakfast at cwp mac with the usual cchy gang this morning! =) it's nice to see them again and my oh my, how they've changed! thanks for gathering you guys! =D Lurve them to bits and pieces and knutbolts! <3 anw, a crazy day today. BUT. INNOVA JC SOCCER GERLS HELD A DRAW 0-0 WITH TEMASEK JC TODAY!!! im SO proud of these gerls. we improved from 15-0 to 2-1 and NOW, 0-0!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!! omg, everyone will be SHOCKED! =D Monday, April 28, 2008
MORNING PEOPLE!!! hahahaha... okey anw, went to RP with min to watch their band. and to my utmost surprise, they were GOOD! they encore-ed twice! until the conductor finally had to push his members out so tt they do not give in to the audience. haha... and min, you gota admit. to find a cute guy in band is PURE LUCK man! and his hair is damn mat lah! hahaha! we wandered ard RP and lepak-ed till 930 after tt...memories of NSI. [hint to PAWAN too!] hahahaha... i wanted to blog bout our match against Meridian JC last wed but i kp procrastinating lah. but well, if not for the fcuking penalty wich i still see no point to, we would have drawn 1-1. REF KAYU!!! but cmon gerls!!! we can keep it up against Temasek JC todae!!! i have faith in you guys =) damn ive been hvg lots of moody moments. why man. WHY... Thursday, April 24, 2008
okey NURUL SYAKINAH BINTE SAHAK! this i do specially for ya =) At what age do you wish to marry? erm, am i like supposed to decide now??? How many children do you want? 11! to make a soccer team. *grins* What do you want the most now? to stop tripping in sight of cute guys! What do you want to be when you grow up? a loving mother =) [MJ took my journalist job!] If you can have one more dream, what will it be? to sing in front of everyone, for ONCE. thats it. haha! What are you afraid to lose now? my trust in people... Do you believe in being in love forever? if you don believe in it, then STOP believing in love. If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him or her? omg NO! sori, i don have tt kind of courage in me =( How strong (in your heart) can you be? oh. VERY. except i realise tt if you keep it bottled inside for too long, you might jus explode one day in years to come. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half? trust. honesty. be there through thick and thin. and accept the fact tt my girls come before him. HEHE. Which type of people do you hate most? attention-seekers who think tt the world only revolves around them. Do you believe in God? of course. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? TRUST. Roughly, how much of an age gap would you like to have between you and your husband? not anything beyound a year younger or 5 years older. [oh and farah, wat bout FAHMI??? LOL!] What do your friend want to be like? like ME! haha! thats for asking yo! What kind of friend do you want to be in your friends' eyes? one whom they can trust and lean on & cry and laugh with them... If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change? to have more faith in myself. If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to? my girls =) other than that, i'll just smile like i mean it =) What do you fear most at this moment? my procrastination in studies! omg, im like SO freaking out right now! okey. see? i did it! WOOHOO!!! thank you thank you! stop the applause stop the applause! HAHAHAHAHAHA... Saturday, April 12, 2008
Well, a few days back i met christine from the mandarin class and found out tt she playd SOCCER too! and tt she lives only a few BLOCKS away from me and tt she goes to the church just BESIDE my flat and tt she likes to play soccer around MY area too! like, WOAH! And hence i told her tt we should come down and just kick the ball around since i NEED the practice. haha that'll be fun! Speaking of which, JI soccer gals kena thrashed 7-nil to Marsiling sec1 bois! and they were gg EASY on us lah, can you BELIEVE it??? imagine if they din, the score would most prob be 50-nil or smtg. haha! aww farah. don get pissed at me...CHILL babe. i need time to learn to kick the ball. haha pity her, kp havg to get the ball for me. hees SORRY babe. no lah i don tink im playg for the match. judgg from MY standard. Besides, i oni startd playg this year and the good players are all like J2s or had experience from FCs or used to play outside, anywhere, before. i feel like such a GUINEA PIG! hahahaha... oh MJ! i NEARLY hit your bestfriend ah. skali, she got up from her seat. LOL! oh and syak, NOW i noe tt yr heyhey got yr number! chewah, ade MOTIVE lah tu! oh and and iqah, he can be DAMN irritatg at times i realise. TSK. hahahaha... Thursday, April 10, 2008
okey todae i was only NEARLY late for school. but i made it on time bfore they closed the gate! heehee...wah good ah mir! giv up cmg coz RP students jam-pack the bus. LOL. and NOW im startg to doubt my trusts in the class. ynoe i'd rather they not start cliques in the class itself but jus click togd as ONE class man. we had ghost stories before the sagi CHEER dance. omg, can you IMAGINE me in cheer??? its like so LOL lah. from SOCCER to CHEER. hahahahaha... oh WELL, the dance cheer turned out to be fun! i mean, ONCE we get the hang of it lah! haha me and farhan ended up doin shuffle. tt one ah, as USUAL. and sofie, omg! like monkey lah!...it's okey carol, you'll get the hang of it. jus don ditch yr fellow teammate in this! who do i trust??? Wednesday, April 9, 2008
haha yesterday went MC room to watch farhan and his band perform. DAMN farhan's voice is G.O.O.D.!!! then met iqah min naz they all at civics and study!!! i bought honey stars and we were lik happily munching on it in civics. well, its normal lah. anw, went home and i completed my literature essay!!! am SO PROUD of myself! *okey stop the applause! stop the applause!* hahaha... eh! i miss our MOVIE MARATHONS!!! you noe who you are! ohohoh! and did i mention??? me n min met RUIWEI MEISHEN LIPMIN at cold storage!!! i was freaking ecstatic man seeing them!!! oh and we also saw SHERMAN!!! OMG he still haven chg! oh and i gota admit, DEXTER YEO. you've turned CUTE ah! like, cheerios to your gal man! =) and aniwae...was walking to school with liyana and fiddled with her hp. saw her boi and he's DAMN CUTE ah!!! like, OMG!!! hahahaha...she's a lucky gerl and he's a lucky boi =) todae's soccer was like, OUCH here and there! apparently, ice doesn work on my leg. MINYAK PANAS! i NEED you! oh and RAH. see? you can play well =) ah kk, you can take over me since my leg's been gettg the crams. im just afraid i let the team down =( Monday, April 7, 2008
oh guys...i reali miss having all of you. from 1C to 2F to 3F to 4F and the whole usual gang in cchy. for your info, i haven met anyone i can REALI click with in IJ other than my usual gals. i see iqah/syk can get close to a few gals in their class. then farah too. and min, im not so sure after reading your blog post. oh well, there WAS one thing you were wrong about after all farah =) and this is it. haha... maybe it still takes time lah...especially when they're making it damn obvious tt they're keeping secrets. you'll feel so extra. but nvmin lah...wat the heck, thats what you have to go through in every new class. i hope. im jus frenz with everyone. but no closer than you girls in IJ. in fact, they only noe the scratch on the surface about me. but not a single thing more. i duno. i jus prefer keepg things to myself lah i gues. haha tt sounds so emoshit lah! okey so yeah. jus wanted to say that i miss you girls. and you guys out there, wherever you are! you guys are the ones who make me lurve CCHY no matter how "oppress" the school system is. LOL. haha... hmm. i seem to always be one day late. anw, here's a post for 5april : well, it was supos to be flag day. we girls thought of gg as US girls but we gota think of the class lah i gues. haha...oh well aniwae, i ended up going with ot, mir, dom, win, bec. bt hell no we din askd for donations. we went semb to win's hse, and i chgd into her shorts, and we playd soccer at the shelter under her block. haha LOL man! it was fun ah actualy. and dom FINALLY see me play soccer coz he cudn bliv tt mir and i were in soccer. haha! and at 5plus liddat, we got our asses off from lepak-ing and startd to ask for donations and b4 we knew it, it was gtg late! all started to panic. i put in a few of my coins. and got a handful of donations from some nice ppl at yishun. thanks yo! and when we gt back to wdlds, we met coach and he gav us a whole bag of 5cent coins! thanks sia coach jo! you're our LIFE SAVIOUR! hahahaha...and then we ate at horizon and i went home. din do any hmwk at all man tt saturday! and sunday was a total slack-at-home day. haha! i waited until late night to get my hist essay done and i stil hav econs and lit essay. oh DAMN IT sab! Saturday, April 5, 2008
here's a post for yesterday: 4april. aniwae, i was walkg to school wif liyana and she lik xplaind to me the tactic of cmg jus on time if you tink yr gona b late. come in a GROUP. and RUN b4 the uncle closes the side gate! hahaha and thats wat we did and bcoz of tt, early in the morning i had stupid leg crams ald. and then on the wae up LT3 for lit, we saw tt blardiie woman who reprimanded us on the bus! LOL! i was hiding bhind matasha and the others were lik pushing their way up. haha! and to farah; my apologies. so sori coz i was pissed off at soccer tt i cudn even kick the ball far. i was tryg out wat nikki told me but i tink i'll stick to wat CJ taught us, like wat you saed. haha... and then aft training we met kak lijah and the other farah at banquet for. and otw home on the mrt, there wasn any space to sit, so i was like hugging the pole and din realis tt i was sleeping standing. at semb, this couple got off and i straightawae dragged my way to sit. skali i heard the 3 guys sitting opposit sayg, "die main bola ah!". wich meant "she play soccer ah". i gues they saw my shoebag. haha...and i din noe watv hpn next. i jus slept. but nope. i din miss my stop. hehe *grins* Friday, April 4, 2008
okey leme blog bout 1ST APRIL. din manage to, been busy. heh... anywae, 1st thing in the morning, i told min tt im quitting jc and gona register for the Enterprise IT Systems course which i was directed to at NgeeAnnPoly. i must have sounded sincere coz she gav tt VERY concerned look. haha! then on the way to class, i went into syk&iqah's class and told them the same thing. and they TOO were very concerned. haha! i wanted to tell farah face-to-fece ah coz it'll sound more genuine rite...well apparently, farah ended up believing my sms too! hahahaha! so for the whole day tt i din see them, i guess they must have been worried coz after school when we met again, and i was like...guys, bout the ngeeann thing...and they were like paying so close attention ah...and i shouted, APRIL'S FOOL!!! hahahahaha...and i got whackings evrywher of coz. but it was worth the prank man! i was so happy tt for the 1st april's fool day in my life, i din get punk'd by anyone, especially pawan. HOWEVER, he had to lah! after stdyg at nite, pawan tol me and iqah tt he was at cwp, at banquet. and saed tt he bought the 6small cornflakes packet for us too! we were damn shagged but BECAUSE we wanted to see pawan, we decided to take the lift up. and when i called pawan, mysteriously, the background was super quiet. he told us to wait. i was gettg suspicious and iqah was sayg, don tel me this is an april's fool joke. and i called pawan back and he was like, APRIL'S FOOL!!! and me and iqah started cursing and swearing him in front of everyone! hahahahaha! why is tt boi ALWAYS good at this????? dammit! haha...well, at least it brought back memories of cchy with the others =) okey and here's a post on yesterday, 3RD APRIL. haha it was my FIRST TIME being late for innova! so LOL man! i was walkg from the mrt and i saw ghazal in front. i calld her hp and she was like turning around and waiting for me. and i saw all the other ij students literally running to school! me and ghazal brisk walked ah. but when we reach the side gate, it was locked already. so we decided to take our time and stroll to the front gate. i got grass all over my shoe! wth! and then we had to run 3rounds round the parade square. piece of cake ah. but the guys in front were like running so accurate to the side and i was like shortcutting here and there and gg like, jus run here lah. but they followd the teacher's instructions and ignored me. hmph. but when i turned behind, many others were following behind me and shortcutting a little here and there too. hahaha! and syak was like laughing at me from the side. LOL! and yeah lucky me, nearly 20 or 20+ ppl were late todae! haha! oh and then when we were told to gather again after running, the whatever-his-name-is tcha targeted me and ask why im late. then i was like smiling and answering him and the other tcha was lik, i dont tink it's funny. haha nonsense lah, whatever! and after tt, i nearly went into LT1 when my gp lect is in LT2! hahahaha! luckily i checkd my timetble again! and after school, the soccer girls wanted to watch sporting westlake vs. st.andrews jc at sajc itself. we (me mir carol win sheer bec) were at woodlands interchg. the others went first ald coz we were waiting for carol and bec. and when the bus arrive, win started pushing us and we were like screaming and suddenly this woman appeared out of nowhere and scolded us all the way up into the bus! and i was like wondering, who the heck is this auntie??? and she took out her pass and APPARENTLY she was the librarian in ij lah. i don rmb seeing her around though. and she was reprimanding us in the bus in front of EVRYONE and blocking ppl who wana get a seat! imagin if we send letter to school as anonymous, complaining abt this woman causing a scene on the bus. haha that'll be classic man! and apparently again, on the bus to sajc, we got a call tt the match has been cancelled and so we got antr bus to tamp intrchg and these gals made me take the train home instead of the bus, which would have been a lot faster lah! you guys owe me one man! and yeah so thats it. one heck of a long story. haha! Tuesday, April 1, 2008
dear mum, i love you. and sorry for making you worried. it hurt to see you cry and care for me like i was a little girl when i finally decided to come back. how is it possible that i could cry because of the hurt, and smile at the same time? you made me do exactly that when i realise how much you love and care for me. i'll never wanna leave you again. you're my everything and i wanna be there for you too. i'm sorry... dear girls, i lurve you too. and sorry for making you go through all the pain, all the chaos, all the trouble. i know nothing can ever make up to every single thing you guys have been doing for me, and still are, even though i've hurt you so badly. and i cant thank you enough for still being there for this asshole here. i'm sorry... dear bros, i didn realise how much you guys were concerned over me. but now that i know, i'm sorry for letting you down. i wanna be there to protect you guys. always. and you, i hate the way you treat her. the way you treat us. maybe one day you will change too. i'll always be hoping for that... |
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