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'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
ONE WEEK MORE TO MID COURSE aka PROMOS! shit. i need a hell lot more time man, seriously. Maybe i made the wrong decision by going JC. I'm always the last minute kind anyway. But that would mean i cant even survive poly. What with the projects and all..... okey this is getting pointless, hopeless, whatever. ya lah you guys, talk about going poly lah this lah that lah. but at least you still pass, or dont fail badly, even if you dont study. Look at me man. i study also, still fail. Might as well not study........................ shouldnt I be the one talking about retaining or going MI or transferring to poly or wherever that i can at least stand a chance??? fcuk. Not that im blaming anyone okey =) It's just that, im such a CONSPICUOUSLY SLOW learner. even i get miffed by my own pace. idiot. okeyokey, "HAPPY THOUGHTS!" haha. eh eh i still dream of being a pilot man! hahahahaha! imagine me- a PILOT................................................. okey fine dont imagine. alright what about if i tell you, i wanna be an F1 RACER! oh. my. god. i'd give anything for that man! Not just because F1 racers lose 3kg during every race. (oh i'd love to lose 3kg) But it's also about the thrill that comes with it. heh. i got dreams lah. well, i can dream, cant i? okey i feel so little-kid-with-those-wild-unachievable-dreams right now. but who knows huh? i might be PRESIDENT one day!............................................. okey, forget i said that. anyway........... i managed to study from 130-430pm today! heehee. *i know you're proud of me!* =D woohoo! haha so happy........
Happy spotting us! LOL.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
here's a pact i made with myself. BEFORE i head out to anywhere at all, i MUST get down and STUDY first. And that was what i did on saturday =D haha so proud of myself! plus, saturday night at scape was good. glad to have such great local bands. wish i could've stayed a little later but i gotta keep to my words lah huh. ACCOMPLISHMENT ON SUNDAY: i finally finished reading Brave New World & Disgrace! i kept nodding off to sleep reading them though, (especially on the bed) no idea why im so sleepy. But thats beside the point- that i finally got some work done! well, i CAN be hardworking you see. but i find it freaking difficult to study at home man. damn. omg. ya allah. innalilla wa'innalillahi roji'un...... Tuesday, September 2, 2008
'SUP! you know, people should stop saying that 'cause it sounds like "SAB!" And everytime they do, i'll turn around thinking that they're calling me and well....... yea you get the picture. anyway, i was suppose to have history lecture today BUT. after sahur (morning breakfast before fasting), i slept. then mum woke me up to do prayers and after that i went back to sleep, ALL THE WAY. eventually i woke up due to my phone's vibration because amirah called; because she and farhan predicted that i overslept. and boy were they right. goodness. oh well, natasha overslept too! hahahahaha. okey so well yea. after much contemplation, i decided to at least go for literature tutorial - was 1hour late. and after that, met up with syak and hezel at civics to SUPPOSEDLY study. which we did lah in the end. syak syak........ haha minJO was at starbucks studying (AS IF. hah k, give you the benefit of the doubt lah okey). ohhhh...spying on me ah! Bumped into carolin and went home with her. PEACH TEA ROCKS! lol. okey i really need to get down on the WR. anyway, here's a funny conversation i had with chad last night. it goes something like this lah, as far as i can remember; (i was frantically looking for people on msn for help) SAB: hey. to whom do i send our gp essay? .... .... .... CHAD: definitely not to chad. SAB: omg! i SO didnt realise it was you! omg, sorry! CHAD: wah you got another friend who's email is bulldog*****(something) SAB: haha yea i only realised it when i saw the BULLDOG. SAB: i need to do this gp essay, suppose to hand in by midnight. (time check; around 15 minutes past midnight) CHAD: omg, faster do! CHAD: say you're sorry can ler! CHAD: jiayou! CHAD: hurry up! SAB: dont worry, i havent even started. CHAD: ... CHAD: some things never change. .......................................................................................................... CHAD: new school, new life, new friends, same old SABRINA. oh well, what can i say? i totally lost my mood to do gp after that. haha. oh lookie! my muggie! im in love with OVALTINE! no idea why.  Here's what we did in the school library. you should try too.  And i found this! When maths tuition was cancelled, and we had heart-to-hearts...  all of My girls next time yea! i feel guilty that i havent been contacting *** to ask ***'s well-being. i miss my gang of stars. i really have to study. someone please help me! babe, be strong okey. for now, there is nothing we can do but banyak bekalkan doa. i know it's really really tough for you at a moment like this. but we'll help you get through this okey. spend the time wisely and worthfully... and please, it's okey to cry. Let it all out in your bed before you sleep, or anything. Just don't keep it all inside okey. ini dah takdir tuhan, we can only accept whatever comes next. He loves you. He loves her. |
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Blow out the candle
I will burn again tomorrow |
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