'Cause all of the stars have faded away Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
SAB Escapes Arip Basirah Dayah Din Edmunk Fraaa Farid Fiqa Huda JLong Mahirah MJoseph Miza Nana Nash Naz NazZ Noel Norr Pkumar Ruiwei Sakk Shida Syak Shalen Rants Past August 2007 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010	Wednesday, September 30, 2009 Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini. Screw prelims. Fuck A levels. ARGH! Labels: Yovie and Nuno Friday, September 25, 2009 Selamat Hari Raya! (but the pictures like chinese new year like that with all these cina people) There will come a time when you have changed for the better but you realise there is no point to it anymore. pudar ilhamku tanpa arah. Thursday, September 24, 2009 Bapanya mahukannya jadi seorang askar, Bukan cita-citanya, Bukan impiannya. Dia terlalu muda tuk tinggalkan keluarga, Bila tiba masanya, Rindu mulai terasa. Berkecamuk hati, hatinya sendiri, Persoalannya kini, sampai bila mampu ku bertahan, Mampukah ku bertahan? Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku, Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu. Wowo, Nampak ketarakah dilema di wajah ku, Wowo, Diluarnya tenang tapi tuhan saja tahu. Beginikah selalunya cinta, Diakhiri sengsara, Setelah dicurahkan semua. Cuba ku dalami, Sampai termimpi mimpi, Namun apa yang ku jumpa, Semuanya sama. Ini semua dugaan Nya. Sometimes, it's scary how you can really relate to a whole song. izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu Labels: Hujan Wednesday, September 23, 2009 i'm not sorry to say that spanjang hidop aku ni, aku tak pernah terigt ade rase kasih syg utk kau. mungkin psl dah lamer mati perasaan itu dalam hati aku, and kau sendri sedar. so kau jgn pkir kau bleh redeem mistake2 kau dlu dgn control2 ni smue. maybe the boys takkan uat ape2 tpi kau kenal aku eh. pasal kau dlu, aku uat tu smue. and skrg bcos of him la aku dah berubah for the better. kau sendri prasan kan. tapi kau tetap tak puas. ape kau pkir smue org mcam kau dlu pe! and kau terlupe yg dlu kau lgi bwh drpd dier. lpas ape kau dah uat, kau jgn nak step ane peh baek ngan aku eh. it's not working. aku tetap aku and aku dah cukop ngan prangai kau. kau ikot la ngan hati kau and aku ngan hati aku. come on la, dgn yg mude2 kau dah tkleh kamche, ngan tue2 ntah nak ckp ape, sape yg ade masalah skrg. kau ke aku! next year aku peh big year. aku dah 18. aku dah bes skola. aku carik kerje. pandai2 la aku hidop. the only thing that's been holding me back all these years is her. tapi skrg, aku tak menyesal sgale ape yg aku katekan pade kau. aku dah tak tau camne lgi nak face org2 yg kau uat hal dgn dlam hidop aku ah, serious.. Lirikan matamu menawan Mempersonakan, kau ku girangkan Senyuman manismu bagaikan Bunga di taman, indah menyerikan Tiada kata yang dapat ku luahkan Seindahmu, oh juwitaku Hanya dapat ku membayangkan Kejelitaanmu di lubuk hatiku Bagaimana.. jikalau semua ini tidak lagi bersama denganku Ku berdoa.. agar dikau mengerti yang ku setia terhadapmu Sayang dengarkanlah, dikaulah bidadari hatiku Lautan api kan ku renangi Hanya untukku memilikimu. Labels: B8 (cover) Tuesday, September 22, 2009 haha baek2 lagu sedih jdik klakar plak! anyway, with the closer cousins from malaysia around on the eve and first day, it's hard not to raye. and i'm so damn glad they did come down on the last minute! coz if they hadn't, raye won't be like raye. except this year tkde photo2 la..but we all jiwe pkai purple pink! and it's only this year that i realise i'm really grateful that i have my maternal grandparents with me. nana jdi cucu yg baek okey! hehe. i'm so screwed for econs prelims later. went out raye without giving a damn about it never touched any revision materials at all dont even know where it is coz bilik dah mcam kandang kerbau. but what the heck, i'm happy counting my kaching kachings! okey y'all, enjoy the rest of raye! Slamat! Friday, September 18, 2009 you know, sometimes you just happen to dream about something at night and it jerks you out of your sleep that no matter how you force yourself back to sleep you can't and you stay up the rest of the night thinking about it which brings up all other thoughts into your head that you can't get them out and so you go through every single one of them and you look where you are now and how you went through all of them and whether you'll be strong enough to go through them again if they come back in the future. fuh. haha i don't know. i just realised, i'm scared for the future. How fair is it that when most of the people my age have just entered a brand new school life, here i am already leaving mine. but i guess it makes me grow up faster and be more mature. heh. i've grown up with boys for the whole of my life. my neighbours are boys too. And when girls back then were playing with barbie dolls, i was playing wrestling with the boys. And when girls back then cried over something, i was sitting one corner with the boys and observing them. But i guess i'm grateful coz all that have made me stronger throughout the years. pape nanti, i'm the one who ends up being the guy of the family. i learn to be independent and become responsible for all of them because sumpah even the eldest sungguh tak bergune. haha.. ya and everyone thought that being the only girl would make me the manje one. hey i don't know but maybe you're behaving like this because of the loss we had? tapi sampai biler kite nak mcam gini? entah la. raye will be so...hah. oh which got me thinking, i have never cried for any raye before ehk. erm, maybe coz the boys don't cry la. haha. B. biler terkenang blek, it's sad to think about what i thought we could've been. but at the stage we've reached, this is for the best. At least i was finally able to let out what i have been keeping inside, and now you have something (or someone) less to think about. and i'm sorry, i only meant well. tkpe, biarku menjage hati ini. kau tetap kekal, sebagai ilhamku. Labels: (originally) ManBai Wednesday, September 16, 2009 Tiada lagi tinggal untukku Membuatku menunggumu Untuk menyatakan yang indah padamu… Dan tak pernah ku inginkan Semua ini kan berlaku Ke atas diriku yang tinggal hanya… Sempat jua ku luahkan Akhir kata ku padamu Terlepaslah semua perit yang ada dalam Mimpi yang tak pernah ada Jalan kisah cerita Yang bisa diam Ada di dalam hidup nyata Hingga saat terjaga Terkenanglah semuanya… Mungkinkah semuanya Ada hikmatnya Buat semua insan yang dicipta tuhan Hanya yang dicari Tak pernah kuinginkan Semua ini kan berlaku Ke atas diriku yang tinggal hanya… It's not what you did but what you didn't do that really hurts my feelings. And i'm sorry. darlingx, i've cut my hair! Labels: Nadia's Picture Show Saturday, September 12, 2009 Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground, Children spinning around till they fall down down down. I wait for you: it's been two hours now, And you're still somewhere in town, Your dinner's getting cold. I rest my case you are always this late, And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round, Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside, Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide, Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile, Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine. And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday, So tell me what's her name? Labels: Zee Avi Thursday, September 10, 2009 Wednesday, September 9, 2009 There are times in life when you just need to weave through a white lie so as not to disclose the truth that you have sworn not to tell. you know it's for the better - that it won't complicate matters even further. But somehow, sometimes, that little white lie can turn out to be somewhat true after all without you even knowing it until you check it out yourself. Haha. Amazing, i know. k nah, lagu lamer :) Labels: flop poppy - cinta Saturday, September 5, 2009 Here's another sunday morning call You hear your head a banging on the door Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl Into a day that couldn't give you more But what for? And in your head do you feel What you're not supposed to feel And you take what you want But you don't get it for free You need more time 'Cause your thoughts and words won't last forever more And I'm not sure if it ever works out right But it's okay, it's alright. When you're lonely and you start to hear The little voices in your head at night You will only sniff away the tears So you can dance until the morning light At what price? And I'm not sure if it'll ever, ever, ever work out right, Will it ever, ever, ever work out right? 'Cause it never, never, never works out right. Labels: Oasis Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Sometimes I wonder will I ever see you without all your game plan When all you have is nothing but a pure bliss I will wait that day when you can find your way out of this maze of love And you can laugh to see cries and lies Coz you know better than me only the truth will set you free. Labels: Letto
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow