'Cause all of the stars have faded away Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
SAB Escapes Arip Basirah Dayah Din Edmunk Fraaa Farid Fiqa Huda JLong Mahirah MJoseph Miza Nana Nash Naz NazZ Noel Norr Pkumar Ruiwei Sakk Shida Syak Shalen Rants Past August 2007 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010	Saturday, October 31, 2009 Why do good things always come to an end? And i hate A's. There's just too much to study. And time is not enough- it's never enough. :( Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu, baru kau tahu derita hatiku; Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu, baru kau ingat derita diriku. Haha. Tuesday, October 27, 2009 12 more days. Guess it's too late for me to realise- A's are NOTHING like O's. But i'll just try my best. Either way, at least i've already set my back-up plan. Can't wait for it all to be over. Sunday, October 25, 2009 Let me tell you how you measure a man. When his world starts to fall, see how tall he stands. It matters not how many times you fall down; What matters most is how many times you rise. Mistakes build character, and character takes you places money can't. i just can't believe- this is it already. Make it or break it, this will determine our future. Time's just too short; everything seems to flash by without anyone realising it. & there's no time to stop and rewind the past. But that doesn't mean we forget the memories, and neither do we stop building them. It's not the school that i miss- it's the people that made it happen; who gave me the motivation to endure & who gave every single day a thing to remember. And with carol gone back to germany yet again, i'll always miss her and everyone else :'( & i know you miss me too. Tuesday, October 20, 2009 HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NURUL SYAKINAH ANAK SAHAK finally dah LEGAL nmpk! tkyah nk uat bnde tk snonoh ehk! i make sure hezel jage. HAHA (pdhl hezel yg tk snonoh) Hahahaha kk tak la. ANYWAY, hope you liked the surprise babe! AWWW, dont cry2 okey! how could we EVER forget your birthday kannnn. you wont let anyone forget pon. (cni gue nak ckp gue peh member dah sah sggh the tk tau malu mintk wish lgi!) haha tapi I SAAAAYANG YOU TAUUU! we are like living proof of enemies turn lovers seyy. right now when i think back of all the shit we went through since sec1, i dont regret any of it coz look at where it brought us; Look at what it made us. i look forward to more years with you babe :) Dont worry, you'll make it through A levels sure punyaah! oh & happy 2monthsary to you too! *winkwink* And, it's SHANK's birthday too!! Sigh, i miss that old woman. Monday, October 19, 2009 Ku pendam rahsia - Merah And after all we've been through, after all you've put me through, i still can't figure out why i held on- expecting nothing. i hope you've found another, who can forgive you over and over again; who can put up with you despite how bad you treat them; who can fight for you no matter what others say; who understands and accept whatever they have to face with you; who can read you like a book and feel it when you're hiding things; who can simply keep silent only waiting to hear it from you; who can still hold on and just keep hoping even after knowing the truth; Like i did. Dan kini, Dalam diam, engkau pergi; tanpa meninggl sebarg kate2 untukku. ku hanya mampu brharap- agar mu sentiase bahgia. take care. Saturday, October 17, 2009 MY GERMAN LOVE IS BACK BLOND NO MORE!! i miss you already carol :( it seems one year has made no difference to our relationship; everything still feels the same. wish we could've spent more with you though. can't wait for next week yea HEHE. you don't know i sing these songs about you you don't know the pseudonyms i assume you don't know the pseudonyms i assume For you. Thursday, October 15, 2009 you've already had yours, now let me have mine; just like you said you would. i'll be waiting. I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a maze, and love is a riddle I don't know where to go Can't do it alone I've tried, but I don't know why I'm just a little girl lost in the moment I'm so scared, but I don't show it I can't figure it out It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show. Sunday, October 11, 2009 fucking earworm la this song :) It keeps playing over and over again in my head still. It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say, What I need to hear now - your sincere apology. When you mean it, i'll believe it; If you text it, i'll delete it. Let's be clear. i'm sorry, but i'm really speechless by you. dan ku hampa. sungguh hampa.. Friday, October 2, 2009 There you have it. Take a listen.. anyway, GUE GIRAN SANGAT SAMA HUJAN SI!! SUNGGUH GUE TAK SABARRRRR...! mana si noh ku?? HEHEHE. if you leave, will you take me with you? i promise i'll be better. Labels: Agnes Carlsson Thursday, October 1, 2009 WTF. it's october already! Sigh. Here goes nothing. It's either make it or break it. i wish you hear what i'm saying too. Labels: Within Temptation
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow